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12-17-2002:

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Got 92% on Electronic Spreadsheets Final Exam!

<12-17-2002> - First off, Ellis is putting up a couple albums on her site.  Catch is, she's putting up a song per day, so you'll have to visit frequently. ;)  Some pretty good stuff so far, I'm looking forward to hearing the rest of what's to come.

As mentioned earlier, I'm actually in my Electronic Spreadsheets class taking my exam!  Sometimes I'm too much of a multi-tasker for my own good.  And also mentioned was my "Spider-sense" which means that while I'm thinking this is a great idea, I've got a feeling that it's going to turn out badly... ah well, what's college with just a little more stress added on top?  Gah!  blargin' PivotTables!!  "Hhhhhhate".

Okay, only an hour or so to go and then I can concentrate on getting the rest of my Christmas gifts finished.  Of course with both Usagi and soon Liz in town again, I'm going to be stretched pretty thin again.  Oh, but such a nearly satisfying stretch it is.  And I do say nearly because of the whole unrequitedness of it all.  As Janeen has frequently said... "Patience, Grass-hoppa.  The time will come."  -_-,  Sigh... As I'm sure it will, and I'm sure everything will work out wonderfully.  But after playing the patience game for upwards of 11 years now...  You'd think someone would get used to the waiting by now, but it's still no less painful than it was a decade ago.

Sarah once asked me, "If I could be anything and have anything I wanted, what would it be?"  I said that I wanted to live forever, and be a tree.  Of course, this was quite a shock to her sensible mind because she never imagined a response as fantastical.  I love to observe, and when I enjoy something, I take my time with it.  I build things to last.  Be it my computer, my crafts, or my relationships, it doesn't matter.  A tree can be around for what seems ever.  It is strong, sheltering, peaceful, and nurturing.  Why wouldn't someone want to be like a tree?  Of course, I'm referring to the large Maple tree in my back yard coupled with the humorous antics of the Ents in "The Two Towers", but converting the attributes to humans isn't that far of a stretch.  I think Sarah learned a little bit about how I think and view the world that day.  Why bring this up suddenly?  Because I want to live forever...

<12-16-2002> - Sorry folks, I've finished two of my exams, and have one more to go tomorrow night, but I'm feeling exceptionally social tonight so I'm going to go watch some Bakuretsu Hunters with Mancer in a few.  Haven't quite finished up with the 1st volume DVD that I picked up a few months ago.  Then it's off to a wonderful 21 hour day tomorrow starting at 7:30 in the freaking morning.  -_-,,  Why doesn't time just stand still when you're having a good time?  Oh well.  And since my "Spider-sense" is telling me that tomorrow's exam is going to be ridiculously easy, I'll update the site WHILE I'm taking the exam!  How's that for dedication?  Alright, alright, I'm off.  Gotta pick up some nash, and maybe some drink.  I'm not sure what our stash of Sprite looks like over there, maybe some rootbeer while I'm at it.  See you guys tomorrow night!


12-09-2002:

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<12-09-2002> - You'd think I'd learn by now.  Planning to take a short nap after 10:00pm is just asking for trouble.  Three times in just as many weeks I've laid down for a twenty minute nap only to wake up 10 hours later with the lights and tv and music still on.  And here I am, tempted to do it again.  Oh well, not as fun to take a nap by yourself anyway.  I think that was half the fun of pre-school naps was the fact that it was a communal affair.  All 50 of us lying on cots pretending to sleep for half an hour or so.  Cat naps are great, but even better when you have someone to occasionally look over to, ever so slightly graze their fingers with yours, smile, and go back to sleep.

I do have a favor to ask all of you, more specifically, any of you who own the 2nd volume of Kare Kano (His and Hers Circumstance).  It seems the 2nd volume also contains random images on the discs like the first volume did.  If there is someone who isn't concerned about what picture their disc has, I would like to find one with PeroPero (the dog) one so we can keep our discs as part of a set.  I will trade the disc that I have for the Pero Pero image.  So, if any of you have it, and would be willing to trade, I would greatly appreciate it!!  Just let me know at mcguirm@mbx.nmc.edu  Thanks in advance for your help!

So far the casualties at work have been minimal.  Although the shopping bug hasn't swept through our area yet for some reason.  Personally, I think is due to the extremely late snow and wintry weather, people just aren't ready for Christmas yet.  On the plus side, it's kept business steady, but not terribly overwhelming.  Not yet anyway.  We've still got 18 days to go.  The more and more I work in retail, the less I care to be part of the commercialism.  Maybe I'm just getting jaded, but I really would like to see things fall back to apprenticeships and bartering.  I know there is a lot that we would miss out on, but is our desire for entertainment really worth the cost of our planet?  Perhaps there are just too many people on this world to figure that question out.  Or maybe we're all just afraid of what we would gain if we changed our ways.  Some people say that it only takes but a single voice introduced to an impressionable mind to leave a mark upon history... And with that, I ask you "Naze?"

When I have the energy (or even when I don't), I've found myself heading towards the Grand Traverse Bay and watching the snow storms blow in from Lake Michigan late at night.  The Breakwall (my old hangout) has conveniently been cordoned off due to some reconstruction of the Marina, so I have to park near the T.C. Light and Power building and walk along the "Open Space" to get near it.  From there, I can still watch icicles gradually form along the guardrails as the waves crash up onto them from time to time.  Yeah it's cold, but it's peaceful and alleviates most of my self-borne worries.  That's where I go when I want to work out the occasional quagmire in my emotional existence.  Winter at night is truly the most beautiful of all of nature's scenes.

<12-06-2002> - Omeditou Gozaimasu Usagi-chan!!  Way to kick out the papers!  For those not in tune, there are five papers due tomorrow for Writting.  You get to pick three of the five to submit, then a board of professors picks those three papers apart and give you a single grade for the entire semester.  Not a big deal for some of you, but a nightmare for others.  In this case for us procrastinators... a decent week long cram session writing a butt-load of papers. ;)  So, for all of us willing to forgo even more sleep and time for self, Congratulations!  I'm right here with ya. ^_^  Ya hear that Ellis?  Even though I know you don't put things off nearly as long as some of us, we're all here together.


12-02-2002:

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<12-02-2002> - 91.7%... That's how fragmented my primary NTFS WinXP hard drive was.  And I was wondered what those grinding noises were coming from my computer.  Not too shabby when over a dozen of your files are split into over 12,000 pieces each.  <sigh>  14 hours later, my computer is finally up and happy with itself again.  And with the purchase of another 50ct. spindle of CD-R discs, I was able to clear off a few gig off my hard drive, and I've been playing with the idea of doing some more WarCraft III while I whittle my time between jobs when friends aren't in town anymore.

Oh yeah, Thanksgiving.  I hope everyone had an enjoyable time.  Mine was something of a mixed bag.  I had my typical Totino's frozen pizza which I nuked in the microwave at work for about 6 minutes.  Okay, that's my typical Thanksgiving and Christmas dinner for the past 7 years or so.  The movie theatre stays open 365 days a year and I am normally the one to work those days, so hey... you go with the flow.  It really isn't all that bad once you get used to it.  Anyway, After I got out of work, I headed home and had the Dinner with my folks and my brother and sister who came up for the weekend.  Then I picked up Liz and Sarah and we headed over to a friend's apartment along with Dawn (His girlfriend), and Mancer and we watched the extended edition of "Lord of the Rings: The Fellowship of the Ring" which pretty much kicked butt.  Okay, there was one moment with licking a dagger which just didn't work at all.  But the rest of it was so very much worth adding in.  Go Aragorn and Legolas!!

Due to the weather this weekend, I went over to Usagi's house on Sunday instead of her visiting me and we watched the Lilo & Stitch DVD.  While it doesn't come in the cool 2-Disc sets that most of the newer Disney's have lately, this one was pretty much worth the $20.  We agreed that movies like Atlantis and Emperor's New Groove and Stitch give us hope that Disney could get out of their rut, but then they release crap like "The Country Bears" and honestly, even Christopher Walken couldn't save that movie.  Anyway, we got to spend more time together than we had originally anticipated and that made me a tender happy monkey.  Happy she was here, but sad that she had to go away so soon.

As with all of my friends.  Sarah left Friday, Liz and my brother left Saturday, my sister left Sunday, Usagi left this morning / afternoon.  It's amazing how quickly time flies when you have to work and study all the time.  I guess I'm just trying to say that you really ought to make the best of what you have with each other.  We really don't live that long, and some of us even shorter than that.  Just try to put things into perspective and act upon that.

I had mentioned playing more ChronoCross to Usagi last weekend which she wouldn't believe me, and I can't say I blame her.  I've said it a couple times before, and I'd always get sidetracked by something else.  So I said "Alright, fine.  How's this?  Whenever I think of you, I'll play ChronoCross."  Half-jokingly she said "Ha!  Then it should only take you a week or so to beat it, huh?"  My reply was a genuine smile and "You're probably not too far off on that."  So, I've gotten myself hunkered down in my bed playing ChronoCross with my comforter warming my body, and my ligaments cooling from my Kuk Sool Won class.  So, long story short, I basically started it today waiting for Usagi's email saying that she made it down to GR alright, and I just got Nikki in my party and I'm heading into the caves on my way to the Viper Manor.  I'm just taking a breather for a moment to update the site. ^__^

Okay, that was a little bit of a ramble, but hey!  I've got nothing better to do on my site than this. :P  Maybe sometime in the near future I'll have a guest writer take over the reigns.


11-25-2002:

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<11-25-2002> - Once again it's 3am, I sit here, in my dark room, the gentle glow of my monitor the only source of light.  I stare at my fingers quickly and gently dancing along the keys of my keyboard as if they were somebody else's hands.  I feel so detached from my body.  I sit here, staring silently as these fingers before me frolic up and down and sideways to the beat of some magic metronome.  The darkness radiating behind my shadow comforts my new companion, an Angel.  The creature of comfort and solace rests her head on my shoulder as her wings gather round my hunched over form.  The words fill the pages slower as the fingers lose their rhythm.  The metronome growing fainter and distorted as though dropped into the sea, the under water currents playing with our perception of reality.  The Angel nearly falls asleep trying to match my slow, innate breathing as two bodies typically do when close to each other.  The warmth of another... fictional or otherwise is worth the price of sanity.  The Angel rubs her chin along my neck in an awkward nod.

Damn, what a weekend!  Instead of going on some long drawn out documentary of my adventures, I'll tell you what I told Alicia when she asked "What was the greatest part of this weekend for you?"  "Well, the weekend itself was fun.  I don't really separate road trips into 'parts' per say.  Hmmm...  The best part was actually when you were asleep, and Usagi had come back from her shower.  I rubbed some moisturizing lotion on her back and gave her a small backrub.  It was a comforting, bonding moment.  And I really liked dancing with her at the club, even if it was for only a few seconds at a time."  All of the huggles, and Tekken bouts and floor thumping dorm mates angered over DDR madness and Olive Gardening and lychee hunting made the weekend great as well, but on a different level.

As for me, I'm going to struggle through the rest of my Accounting class and wade through the shite instead of just dropping it which would be stupid easier, but not nearly as... responsible.  I'm sure there are plenty of people out there (Elly-chan) who are having just as many frustrations with school as I am.  Usagi as well with three papers, the Spanish dialogue, and everything else that's due in the next couple weeks.  This is crunch time people.  Time to kick this thing in the butt and conquer it.  I just wish there were more rewards than patting myself on the back and saying 'goodie'.  I know that should be enough, but it just isn't for the stress that we're expected to endure.

May not be enough, but here's my pat on your back with some music.  Enjoy.


11-17-2002:

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<11-17-2002> - Mo Munny!  Mo Munny! Mo Munny!  Okay, maybe I've been playing Kindom Hearts a little too much lately. ^_^  Aside from the rather repetitive "X" button mashing, it's a pretty solid game.  And I'm going to go against the rallies from Usagi and Liz that SQU/\RESOFT had sold it's soul to Disney to make the game.  I really think it was a wonderful extension for the guys at Square.  Other than the mostly awkward camera angles, it's fun to play.  The voice acting isn't so bad once you get used to it, and I can see my dear Aerith alive and well again!  I think it would have been cool to allow the Japanese voices as an option considering there are still subtitles through all of the dialogue.  Oh well.  No game has been perfect yet.

I'm starting to get a sore throat which means I might be getting sick.  And since there isn't enough room in the refrigerator for a pitcher of orange juice, I'm reduced to scraping out spoon-fulls of frozen orange juice concentrate from a can.  It's almost like an orange popsicle of vitamin C.  Only, not.

On the computer front, Hewlett Packard CD-RW Drives suck derrière something fierce.  I had an HP 9510i that I picked up for $100 about a year ago.  After a few months, it stopped working correctly and I decided to at least get my money's worth out of it.  I finally got some semi-intelligent monkey at HP to authorize an RMA number for me, and I had a replacement unit sent to me.  That wasn't too long ago. ...about six months as a matter of fact.  Now the replacement drive won't write or read discs so I've given up on HP Drive products.  Much the same with Creative Labs CD or DVD drives.  They just don't last with me.  Thankfully OfficeMax has some cheapy CenDyne 48x12x48 CD-RW drives on sale for $30 after rebates and such.  Not too shabby of a deal since its a Lite-On drive which seems to be the happy magic in other people's machines.  I just hope it lasts until my birthday.  But I figure for $30, I'll give it a whirl.  So far its working fine enough with "Burn Proof" and it'll over-burn decently if I ask it real nice like.  Meanwhile, I'm going to devise some horrific means of torturing my old HP Drive.  I somehow get the notion that I'm going to enjoy that more than I would trying to get it replaced again.  Whoever can't understand why we're a violent country obviously hasn't tried talking to HP's tech support.

Sorry, but I'm going to have to pull a "Dead CyberCrystal" day this week which means I really don't have time or energy to update the music.  x_But I promise to make up for it next week.  I've just got too many papers due this week for classes, and I'm quite a bit under the weather and all three of my jobs have been unrelenting so I apologize for being human.  If I do get a few spare moments I'll try and put an extra song up before the weekend to whet your appetites.


11-10-2002:

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<11-10-2002> - If there's one thing I've missed from my Junior High and High School days, it's going over to a friend's house unannounced, taking off my coat and boots, and crashing on their floor.  Or sometimes their bed.  I would just lay there and rest, half sleeping, half taking in the sounds of their lives.  It was a break from the norm, and it was comforting.  But that was also back in the day when I had my own car, and I had more free time I could spend on myself.

We are diverging from the steady consoles of autumn into the chaotic hell that is "holiday shopping season."  For those of you in the retail markets, I weep for thee.  Bloody Friday (The day after Thanksgiving) will be here in less than three weeks.  For those of you who aren't acutely aware of this horrendous day, it's where all of us high-school kids and college kids and their bosses get to wake up a$$ early in the morning so we can open up our stores bright and cheery to welcome the shrieking hordes of locusts... er "Guests" into our stores for some imaginary elusive god-send of a sale item or somesuch.  All I know is that none of us employees are happy about leaving our cozy homes that early in the morning for pointless consumerism.  Of course, I'll be working my wonderful 17 hour day that day.  I could rant about wretched kids and ignorant customers until I die, so I'll save you the babble.   So, please take a clue from Kevin Smith's "Clerks".  Just because we serve you, doesn't me we like you.  Needless to say, I'm not looking forward to it this year.

...on second thought, I guess I am.  Usagi will be back for the holiday and she'll be working at Suncoast a few yards down the hall. ^__^  Maybe we'll be able to bump into each other for a short period while we wait 25min in line for our food on our half-hour break.  I know there's something unhealthy about that, but those are the joyous benefits of being the honored "Mall Employee".

On a completely indifferent note, the weather these past couple days has left a wanting in me.  A want for Snow.  It's been chilly and muggy and rainy.  The sunlight diffused through the clouds and the fog made all the cars in the parking lot appear covered in a few inches of snow.  Much to my dismay, it was only an illusion.  I eagerly anticipate a calm snowy night this winter, where I can lay in a lawn chair with a blanket covering my body while I sip on some hot-chocolate and gaze at the silent, lazy snow trickling past the street lights.  That, my friends, is how I relax.


11-04-2002:

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<11-04-2002> - Alright.  I concede.  It's before the butt crack of dawn.  -_-,  For anyone who has to wake up before 7:00am, I feel so sorry for you.  Of course, chances are you didn't go to bed at 2:00am.  At any rate, big accounting test today which I have to do really really well in.  Yeah, shoulda studied a bit more, but that's why I'm up so early.  Well, that and the possibility that Usagi will stop over for some breakfast, but that's looking like a no-go.

It was bound to happen.  I'm back up on top of this emotional rollercoaster.  Okay, rollercoaster might be a tad extreme, how about a jigsaw puzzle.  It seems more fitting... (pun intended).  I'm pretty much out of my funk from last week, which in no doubt I owe thanks to friends.  First off, my brother's birthday was Friday so he came home to visit for the weekend so happy 22nd to him.  We went out to La Senorita on Saturday for some company with Usagi and another friend of mine, but she didn't make it.  Had some drinks and some chips and then headed home for some furious Tekken4 action.  Then we got sidetracked by playing Final Fantasy II and III on ZSNES.  Oh the glory.  I still prefer my SNES copies, but I'll be damned if the games don't look great running at 1280x1024 with all the fun little pixel meshing techniques ZSNES can pull off.

Friday night Usagi came over after the football game and we hit up a Root-Beer kegger which was pretty cool.  We got to meet some friends neither of us have seen in a while, and had some really tasty root-beer floats.  After that we hit up Nick's costume party which was a blast.  We (Usagi and I) played some pool together.  Or more accurately, she played pool, and I tried to follow her lead and brought some of my luck into it.  As Merriman said, "We've already decided that just because you won, doesn't mean that we lost."  Which is very true.  The difference in skill levels is staggering, yet for some reason I normally seem to end up on top. ^__^  Life just isn't fair sometimes.  We also fed Mitch Cupcheck, some exotic tropical fish in Chappel's aquarium some goldfish.  Three of them to be exact.  That was some fine entertainment for a couple dozen drunken friends.  Then we went upstairs, ate some snacks and talked about life for an hour or so.  I can't wait for Christmas!

Sunday after work, Usagi stopped by and we were able to spend some quality alone time together which was much needed for both of us (and I'm talking about innocent quality time here folks. get'jer heads out of the gutter. :P).  We went to Mackinac Brewing Company and had some extremely tasty burgers, lemonade, and of course their home made Root Beer (notice a theme for the weekend here?).  Then we headed to the West High School parking lot and taught her how to drive a stick.  We only stalled out twice in the hour that we cruised around the school and she did an extremely good job for being a first try.  She was nervous, of course, but she'll get much better with a little more practice.  After getting more gas in the car, we headed back to my place and played some Dance Dance Revolution Max on the PS2

Funny little story about DDRMax.  I picked it up on Thursday (Happy Halloween Everybody!) as well as a Dance Pad Revolution 2 from Naki which is basically a Nintendo Power Pad on crack.  Here's my warning to everyone.  Don't even think about getting into too many of the songs if you have piles upon piles of crap in your room.  Because after about 10min or so, your mad jumping around (looking strangely like some Irish Jig) is going to knock everything down. ^__^;  Just a warning.  Anyway, I've gotten used to the game now, but if I ever get good at it, I'm going to need to leave my house.  Some of these are just stupid hard even on "Light" mode.  Oh well.  Definite replay value and some kick ass music.  Usagi and I played that for about 45min or so then we moved onto Tekken4.  She's my Tekken queen and she said I needed to pick someone other than Ling Xiaoyu because that was her character of choice.  So who do I pick as my avatar?  Why, Jin of course!  Who also happens to be Usagi's uber hottie digital desire.  Picking Jin was not an accident. ;)  Anyway, we played about 20bouts or so, and I gave Usagi a challenge so I'm pleased, even if she did beat me more often.  Oh well, more practice needed I say.  It was absolutely the weekend that I needed.  Then I broke her.  Gomen Usagi!  <sigh> You only need a wrist to type, right? ^_^;


10-29-2002:

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<10-29-2002> - There's absolutely nothing wrong with loving a movie, or an anime, or a game.  True, they may not seem to love you back, but they're not going to cheat on you.  They're not going to do it again and again with different people, then they're not going to dump you without ever explaining why it is they don't love you anymore without giving you the chance to fix what's wrong.  Nope... nothing wrong in loving a video game.  Humans can be so terribly cruel. 

Guess I'm in another one of those moods again.  Funny how one week can be filled with delight and the next, no matter how sweet and sentimental you may want it to be, sucks big donkey d**k.  My past haunts me... seemingly more so now than ever.  Stupid relationships.  Why can't everything just work?  So many troubling times and degrading emotions could be avoided by doing one very simple thing.  Communicate.  If there's something bothering you about someone, let them know.  Don't let it be a thorn in your side and let it devour your feelings about the person.  If you feel horribly about someone that you used to love, chances are it's a simple miss-understanding.  If you want to feel more loved, tell them that.  If you want to hear "I miss you, and I want to be with you" even though it's implied, tell them.  You'd think that the other person would get it, but they're only human, don't give them too much credit.  They're not mind readers.  But if you really want something to work out, make sure that all parties know where they are coming from up front so no body gets hurt.

Bah... maybe I need to watch something dreadfully depressing.

Maybe this coming weekend will get me out of my funk.  My friends have all been there for me and I love them all dearly, but all of life's important lessons are only learnt when alone.

Final Fantasy X?  It loves me.


10-21-2002:

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<10-21-2002> - No one wants to let friends go.  Especially once you've shared an amazingly exciting weekend together.  After finishing up my insanely easy PC Hardware Concepts Final Exam (100 questions done in just under 30min), Mancer and I headed down to pick up Usagi in Grand Rapids.  We were running a little late, so she was much relieved when I finally poked my smiling head into her dorm room door.  After that, we headed to Ann Arbor to stay with Liz.  We watched some Firefly and some Harvey Birdman episodes, then played some Kingdom Hearts, which I truly enjoy.  The voices could have been cast better I think, but overall it's a solid title.  I'm just hoping I can get enough time to beat it before Christmas.  We all went to bed at about 5:00am or so then I woke up at 10:00am, brushed Usagi's hair out of her eyes, then took a shower and sat down in front of my computer and started my long journey into Mega Tokyo.  Yes, by the way.  I brought my computer and PS-2 with me on a weekend road trip, I'm just that kind of person.  I got through chapter 0 (first 130 strips or so) of MegaTokyo with some of Usagi's help, and now I'm ready for Chapter 1.  Eventually everyone else woke up and got themselves ready for the Anime Ja nai con.  (Not a Con.)  The anime club at UMich took control over three auditoriums and one class room in the MLB (Modern Languages Building) and played Anime back to back for about 14 hours.  It was truly amazing.  We started out a little late in the afternoon and caught an episode of DNA2 which really wasn't that good.  Perhaps it would be semi-funny had we seen it 8 years ago, but if I wanted funny, I'd watch Love Hina or Tenchi or something.  Anyway, after that we all went and spent a few hours shopping at Wizzywig's which was a treat for all of us, usagi even got a free Yohko poster.  I, on the other hand, didn't buy anything.  Which is very much not like me.  But they didn't have anything that I was looking for.  They didn't have any chocolate pocky, they didn't have any Chobits OSTs they didn't have any Lain OST's.  There was a bunch of other cool stuff that I would have bought, but I didn't have enough money either way.  So I guess it's a good thing they didn't have the soundtracks at the time.  After that we watched the first 3 episodes of Abenobashi Mahou Shoutengai "The Magical Shopping District".  I can't believe I didn't realize what it was sooner, and that we had originally scoffed at the title and completely dismissed it.  After reading that it was from Gainax and that it parodied many RPG's and the like.  It was absolutely hilarious!  All of us laughed our asses off.  It also had the character designer from Kare Kano "His and Her Circumstances" and music by Shiro Sagisu.  Then we watched "1001 Nights" which is a Fantasia-esque approach to one of the Arabian Nights stories done by Yoshitaka Amano (Final Fantasy, Vampire Hunter D, Amon Saga).  None of us really knew what to expect, but we all enjoyed it to varying degrees.  I'm not sure Usagi and Mancer liked it nearly as much as Liz and myself, but if you'd like to see Amano's work animated and set to music for half an hour, take a look at this one.  Since there was some extra time after 1001 nights, they decided to play the 2nd episode of Excel Saga.  Heh, funny as always.

Then came the moment we had all been waiting for.  Sen to Chihiro Kamikakushi "Sprited Away".  Liz had already seen it screen a couple weeks before but she was very much ready to watch it again.  And oh, dear god, Wow.  I loved this movie so much.  I'm going to be ordering the Region 2 as soon as I strap up enough cash to get it imported.  I'm just amazed at what Miyazaki was able to accomplish.  The only time that I checked my watch in the entire 2 hour period was just to see how much time he had to wrap up everything that he had introduced.  It was a fantastic voyage for all Miyazaki fans, and for anyone who likes a good fairy tale.  I would say more, but I don't want to ruin anything for anyone... do yourself a favor and go watch it.

We got back to Liz's about 12:30 or so then we all had hot chocolate and gingersnap cookies and played Tekken 4 until about 3:00am.  And that was how I spent the best Sweetest Day ever.  I refuse to buy a card, or make special plans, or mention the fake made-up Hallmark holiday.  I just like to spend time with friends that I love, and enjoy the hell out of that time.  It's much more meaningful that way.


10-14-2002:

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<10-14-2002> - What a wondrous and debilitating weekend it's been.  But as always there is a silver lining on every cloud.  For example, take next weekend.  Mancer, Usagi, and I are going down to UMich to meet up with Liz and crash their Anime screenings!  I'm so psyched... <drool> some new stuff, some old stuff, mostly all good stuff.  Besides, it gives me the chance to get out of this town for a while, and spend some good quality slacking time with my friends.

Plus the weather has steadily been creeping into the 30's which means... Tahdah! S*N*O*W*!*!  I swear, I'm the only one in my region that likes the stuff.  I can't wait.  And as soon as the rivers start freezing up north, I'm going to talk to Nick about taking a weekend and go Ice Climbing near Winnipeg if possible.  Who knows, maybe I'll be able to say 'Hey there' to a good friend of mine while I'm at it. ;)

We've briefly discussed fantasies in my psychology class and what they offer as tools to us humans.  While fantasies are not real life, they could be if we give them enough patience and determination.  They can give us goals to reach, they can give us courage, they can set us free from the harsh reality that constantly surrounds us.  Anyway, just think about something that you would love to do, and then set out to do it.  Unless of course it's going to hurt you or someone else... in which case, pick up a copy of newly re-mastered "Grave of the Fireflies" then watch some Totoro.  You'll feel better in no time.  Or at the very least, no longer be a threat to anybody.

Oh, and I have a new late-night obsession.  Dipping gingersnap cookies into boiling hot-chocolate.  YUM... It makes your tummy and your throat all warm and happy at once.  Oh yeah, it's going to be a good winter this year. ;)


10-07-2002:

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<10-07-2002> - The other night I noticed that my poor Athlon 1900+ was getting to about 80° C which is nowhere near good for it.  Now, I'm one to try and use one's environment to his advantage, so what do I do to keep my baby cool? ;)  I've got the window behind me open a few inches and the curtains closed.  That forces the cold air outside down towards the floor.  There I have a small 10" fan sending that cold air directly to the side of my computer, which in turn has a 80mm fan blowing directly onto the CPU and one of my two PSU's.  Viola!  I've rarely gotten above 62° on my CPU, and normally operate at about 57°.  Which makes for a much happier computer.  Now I'll just need to remember to put some clothes on when I'm working on my computer. >.<

Michelle (a very friendly new acquaintance of mine) has mentioned that a few years ago she used to dread Mondays (much like all of us still do) because the weekend is over.  School has started again for a new week.  And well... it's Monday.  But the thought of getting new music from here helped ease the beginning of the week blues.  I guess I had forgotten about that, so from now on I'm going to do my darnedest to get my updates done late Sundays so on Mondays you'll all have happy new music to download and enjoy.  Of course it's all homework permitting on my end. :)

Liz has informed me that there's going to be some kick ass free anime screening at UMich on the 19th of this month.  Funny, that happens to be the weekend that I plan on kidnapping Usagi-chan and taking Mancer along for a road trip down to Ann Arbor.  Can we say, LUCKY!?  (Yay!)  We're talking Cowboy Bebop Movie, Spirited Away (subbed), Tokyo Mew Mew, Initial D Battlestage, Grave of the Fireflies (weep), Child's Toy, Angel's Egg, Hana Yori Dango Movie, Nausicaa, Tokyo Babylon, 1001 Nights, and the list goes on and on.  I'm gonna be in heaven.  So if you know Usagi-chan personally, don't even bother to ask her if she's free for that weekend. ;)

On another positive note, "The Ring" starts up next Friday!  If you like thoughtfully scary movies, I've got a feeling this one should fill the quota for the rest of the year.  I'll let you know this coming Friday with my Yay or Nay vote.

Now... I'm off to devour my potato that's been baking at 400° for the past hour and a quarter.  Yummm...


9-30-2002:

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<9-30-2002> - To my kind and knowledgeable visitors, I pose this conundrum; Can Kool-Aid go bad?  Because this particular amalgam of artificiality named "Blue Moon BerryTM" is tasting rather a bit on the funky side.  My body has recently decided that an insatiable desire of fruit would most appropriately commence with the Autumnal Equinox and the end of most fresh fruit's "in season" status.  Guess it's canned fruit cocktails from the fridge for a while.

I would have updated earlier, but I just had to go through Keiko Matsui's new album and find a song to upload since it'll be released tomorrow.  Unfortunately, I wasn't able to decide on one, and I'm running pretty low on server space as it is so you'll just have to wait until next week.  Then I decided that I wanted to be one of those sociable types and hang with Mancer for a while munching on two week old Oreo cake while watching a few episodes of Bakeretsu Hunters.

Oooohh... Tonight is a stimulating night most assuredly.  The little Weather Channel icon in my System Tray tells me exactly what I could find out just by looking out my window not three feet away, but I prefer to augment my technological knowledge with actual sensory stimulation instead of the other way around like most bipeds with opposable thumbs.  But I can tell you the wind's more powerful than 12mph, and that 74° is pretty much right on the mark.  Man, I can feel a slight storm coming on.  Yaay!!  The huge Maple in my yard is just swaying back and forth... such a beautiful sound.  Just let it rain a bit so we can get rid of this nasty humidity.

Oh, and I'm also looking for a few things.  Namely a domestic (US) copy of Kengo 2 for the PS2 and the first 4 issues of the Oh My Goddess! Manga.  If anyone's got any leads, please send them to me!  Thanks to all of you who at least let this one go through your brain and say 'Hmm... nope.  don't know."  All other information should be sent here -> mcguirm@elmo.nmc.edu  Thanks again!


9-23-2002:

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<9-23-2002> - There's just something about coming home from a long needed visit that is somewhat humbling.  I went down and stayed with Usagi this weekend, and I think it was what both of us really needed.  She got to finish up the "Irresponsible Captain Tylor" and she finally watched "Go".  I was able to get away from work and school again, and we were able to spend some great fun time together.  We also had a great dinner at Thai House in Grand Rapids with my sister.  For all you vegetarians, I'd recommend dish 'Y'.  And I'm sorry to anyone out there who hasn't learned that nothing beats a peaceful half-hour nap in the middle of the day lying next to someone on their room mate's bunk.  On a side note, I'm sorry Mo and Trisha for scaring you the other night.  And I'm glad you decided to turn the light on before you sat on me!  ^__^

Well, another week, another birthday.  This time it hits a little closer to home, so...

Happy Birthday Dad!!  Kind of hard to believe that he's twice as old as I am.  Okay, maybe I can believe it.  It's a shame I haven't been able to make any cakes for all these birthdays.  I think the next one won't be until the end of October, so maybe Nick will get a nice surprise.

Two tracks on opposing sides of the musical spectrum this week.  One of them is happy and bouncy and makes you want to smile.  The other one is extremely slow, and relaxing, and if I were one to take baths, I'm sure I'd want to listen to something like this.  I'll just lay in bed and imagine myself warm.

Well, bring on the Winter Weather!  I'm ready for some S*N*O*W!  Woot!!


9-16-2002:

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<9-16-2002> - Sweet criminey.  It's been another week!  Three jobs and a full college load is finally starting to show me my age.  While, I've never kept it a secret that I can hardly remember what day it is, i've been completely lost this past week.  I finally feel like a real college student!  Maybe it's because I'm actually trying to do the homework now, and study... huh.  Anyway, on to the good stuff.

Happy Birthday Mancer!!  See, and you thought I'd forget.  Heh...

Liz's review of "Spirited Away" is as follows...

"and it was oh so very Miyazaki (eek, sp?)...  elements of Totoro and Mononoke...  very much a children's movie and fairy tale...  and oh so gorgeous...  and funny...  :)"

There you have it folks, from the mouths of babes.  I just wish I could have gotten that darn teleportation working and I could have seen it.  Oh well, I guess I'll just have to order the R2 DVD of it when I get all my school stuff paid for.  Yeah, something to look forward to!

Now, back to my Human Sexuality homework for the week.  Anyone interested in seeing the pics of me being used for some Photo-analysis work?  Okay, that really doesn't sound how I intended it to.  They're all clean photos with me in them throughout my life.  Heh, like I'm going to post any dirty pics of me.


9-09-2002:

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<9-09-2002> - I know that most of you come here for the music, and some of you come here to get an idea of what is going on in my life, and of course, there are a few yet who come for everything here.  I was just curious what people think of this site.  So, if you have anything you'd like to say or if you just want to say 'Heya', lemme know here.

Erin (aka: Usagi, or my Honey Bunny) stopped by on the last night of her Labor Day weekend vacation, and I decided that she needed a great bon voyage.  So as a final farewell, I popped in my Widescreen Japanese Totoro DVD, and gave her a massage.  She had been craving the original Japanese version of Totoro, and I figured I'd teased her enough over the summer to finally go through and please her.  So now she has more wonderful memories from up here, and we can both say that we loved the Japanese version, but prefer the English Totoro and Catbus voices.  Go figure, they just sound more... animalistic in the English version.

So this week I've got a couple Chrono Trigger tracks, and one from Tonari no Totoro.  Both of them are a little older (14 years for Totoro!), but they're classics, and should be in everyone's collection.


9-02-2002:

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<9-02-2002> - Less work this week thankfully, and more play.  Liz, bless her soul and her DSL connection, gathered all 25 episodes of the X TV series (which pioneer will be releasing in September) so I'll be watching through those, the 2nd Excel Saga, the 4th Love Hina, and the 9th Card Captor Sakura hopefully all this week.  It all kind of depends on how much school wants to kick my a** this week.

I'm sorry about not updating last week, but I needed time to unwind from our glorious weekend at Cedar Point.  The Millennium Force rocks, and I learned a very valuable lesson from a vending cart lady with light-up fuzzy dice pens.  "If there's something you want to do, just do it.  Because you never know when you're going to get the opportunity to do it again."

It seems that both Liz and Erin (aka: Honey Bunny) have silently urged me to play Chrono Cross.  I've had it since it came out, but I somehow got distracted and never finished it.  Or according to some people, "never started" it.  So since all my lady friends are out of town, I'll be spending my free time with my PSOne.

I wish all of you returning to school a wonderful year, and for those of you first getting into college, good luck, don't drink too much, and don't forget to have fun every once in a while!


8-19-2002:

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<8-19-2002> - Work and work and play!  That's about all I have time to do lately.  Erin and I have only been able to get through 32 episodes of Inuyasha before she leaves tomorrow night for school.  <sniff>  I guess that just means that I'll be taking some road trips to Grand Rapids to see my Honey Bunny.  Plus Liz is back in town and we just got through the first volume of "I'm Gonna Be An Angel".  Wow, what a twisted show.  It's all cute and happy and fluffy, but Dispel and Silky and 'Kyle' add an edge that makes me wonder how morbid the whole thing might end up.  I can't wait for more to figure out where in the world the series is trying to go.

This weekend I am going to be heading to Cedar Point for a couple days which means I won't be able to update until the following monday.  It's gonna be great and I hope to feel quite a bit more... relaxed when I come back.  And believe me, I need to relax a bit more.  Gather my thoughts and energies, and get my ass back to school.  ^_^

So, this week I wish Erin the best of luck on her move to a new town, a new goal, and a new life.  Gambatane Erin-kun!!


8-12-2002:

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Re-Installed WinXP for the 8th and last time this year ::fingers crossed::

<8-12-2002> - Well, another day in the neighborhood and another installation of WinXP.  This time it was entirely my own dumb-ass fault. ^_^;  I wanted to try some tweaks with IRQ Priorities on the CMOS clock and well... let's just say that if it wasn't for some rather nice NTFS utilities that let you glean any and all files from a corrupt partition, I wouldn't have been update the site for a while.  But as always, I can find the silver lining in just about any situation, which leads me to today's lesson.  "If you're going to have 96Gb of data strewn across 4 hard drives, do what you can to keep things organized, updated, and above all Backed Up!"  Pretty much all of next week will be me cleaning up my hard drives, and whittling away at this nifty 50pack of Imation CD-R's that I just picked up from OfficeMax for $2.  I figure at 4 cents a piece, I could afford to spend some time on my little baby here.

I should have been watching the 4th volume of "Love Hina" tonight, but no.  We can't get it at work for some stupid reason.  The Suncoast down the hall has it, but I guess we'll just have to wait until this Friday.  In the mean time, Erin and I have gotten through episode 24 of Inuyasha.  So we're almost 1/3 of the way through the series so far!  I'm not sure we'll be able to get through the rest of them before she leaves for college.  But we all know what that means...  Road Trip!!  Woo-hoo!!

I would have updated late last night, but I was somehow lulled into the comforts of Penny Arcade and chatting with friends most of the night.  But there's three songs this week to make up for it. ^__^

Quote of the week comes from Erin when I stopped by her house a couple nights ago. "Where?  Where is it!?  I need to find your wang, McGuire!"  I'll let all of your imaginations run amuck with that one for a while.  Have fun kiddies.


8-05-2002:

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<8-05-2002> - Sweet.  I'm still alive, and so is my computer!  I've been having some random flakiness with some of my computer parts, mainly my CD-R drive which should be fine.  I'm using a mediocre 350watt power supply that came with my case, but I figure with an Athlon 1900+, GeForce3Ti 200, 5 Drives and three fans, that my poor little beast needed some extra surge.  So instead of spending $100+ on a new 540watt power supply, I opted to pick up an Enhance 300watt and splice it onto my current one.  So, in effect I've got 650watts of power.  My main 350 is powering my Motherboard while the 300watt it taking care of my fans and IDE devices.  The process was a relatively simple one, but could have very negative effects.  So just in case I turned my computer into a $1200 fireworks display, we were going to have a video camera ready.  Thankfully the camera wasn't needed, and my computer runs quite nicely.  Of course she needs to go on another diet now.  Weighing in at a plump 40lbs. she is a bit cumbersome to just pick up and haul around.  Oh well, the price you pay for stability.

As for my life, yet another busy week.  The highlights of course was having Erin come over for a couple mornings so we could watch a couple episodes of All Purpose Cultural Cat-girl Nuku Nuku.  We also got 14 episodes into Inuyasha which has the most terrifyingly cute effect on Erin.  Needless to say she'll be back for more, which I gladly welcome.  The other highlight this week was that Mancer, Rob, and I were granted some kick-ass seats for the Kodo concert that was held on August 1st at the Interlochen Arts Academy.  All I can say to that is 'Wow!'.  They are some wonderful performers, and some of them were downright cute.  We actually got the chance to check some of them out the night before the show since most of the troupe seemed to be in the mall to do some shopping and watch a movie or two.  At any rate the concert was great, and their CD's do not do them any justice.  This is a show that you need to see in person, but that's not going to hold me back from picking up their DVD and see if I can crank enough out of my receiver to relive the experience.

That's about all the fun stuff I can think of for this week.  Sometimes though, too much of a good thing can be a little too much on the unsuspecting.  That's why it's good to be able to roll with the punches of life and take what comes your way.  Be it great, or be it terrible, treat everything with respect.  Just some simple advice from a simple web-master.

 


7-29-2002:

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<7-29-2002> - No updates for a couple weeks, and I'll give you three reasons.

1.)  I'm lazy.  Or more accurately, really busy and can't bring myself to do even more than I already do.

2.) It has been really friggin' hot and muggy around this part of the world, and gods do I ever feel lazier when I'm all hot and sticky.

3.) Most importantly, a new motherboard for my wonderful PC.  Got myself the Gigabyte GA-7VRXP KT333.  For the first week or so I was having strange slow-down problems and the stupid BIOS wasn't saving my settings if I unplugged it from the wall, which screwed up everything whenever I would boot it and render my system extremely unstable.  So, a fresh install of WinXP Pro and a new BIOS battery later I'm up and running again, albeit with a minimal set of software and drivers, but enough to get me online and uploading more music.

Gomen.  Now for some music!  Erin (bless her heart) soldiered through the entire El-Hazard OAV and Wanderers TV Series in about a week.  Lets count that folks... 1, 2, 3,... 19 hours of Pioneer goodness.  So, in honor of that, I'm uploading the opening to Wanderers for her, and you.  This one, however, is a CyberCrystal exclusive.  The domestic release of the soundtrack has both the English and Japanese versions of the opening song.  The only problem is that the Japanese version starts out with a weird acapella before the music starts, and just isn't in line with the real opening.  So, I hacked off the acapella part, slid in the instrumental part of the original and let the rest of the song flow.  What does this mean?  It's slightly edited to better represent the full version of the TV opening.

As for my power supply woes (oh yeah, I fried my power supply for a little while as well), I'll be getting a secondary unit installed in my case and splice it to my current one.  My main 350w will power my CPU and Mobo while the 2nd unit will power my Hard Drives, CD-R Drive, and DVD Drive, and various fans.  That is if I don't have a mini Fourth-of-July demonstration nestled between my DDR and GeForce3. <fingers crossed>

Long winded?  Yes.  Coherent?  Hardly.  Happy to be online and updating again?  Heck yeah!


7-08-2002:

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<7-08-2002> - Yet another busy week!  Not only am I work work work, I've also had a few friends up this week.  Liz being one of them was kind enough to grace us with her presence if only for a short while.  At least we were able to watch the fireworks together... windy as it was.  She's back home now finishing up downloading all of X so we can watch that in preparation of Pioneer's release of it on DVD this fall.

Strangely enough, I mention something about companies picking stuff up and it ends up happening.  Dragon Half a few months ago, and just recently CPM said that they have gotten the licenses for the final 13 episodes of Revolutionary Girl Utena and will most likely release them sometime next year.  Boo-yah!  The tricky part (of course) is going to be getting a hold of the first DVD before it is no longer in print.  Time to hit up Suncoast again. ^__^

Lastly, I am a vivid shade of magenta due to my stupid behaviour in the sun yesterday.  I guess that'll teach me to go out in the blazzing sun for three hours without any type of sun-tan lotion.  But I have a feeling my computer is going to feel quite a bit worse when I get my new motherboard in <cringe>.  I have a Gigabyte GA-7VRXP coming in tomorrow which would have been all cool, but for some reason as soon as I ordered it a rash of terrible reviews came forth.  So, if my computer just up and dies I might be a little late with an update next week.  Keep your fingers crossed kiddies.  This might be a bumpy ride.


7-01-2002:

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<7-01-2002> - 1= 3 4 12   |V| y   |\| 4 k 3 |)  l 3 3 7   5 k 1 l l z.   Sadly enough, Mancer has now been granted permission to spell-check my l337 5p34k.  It seems I'm 733l (dyslexic leet).  Sad, isn't it?  What else is wrong with me?  Let's see, it's friggin' hot and muggy and the stupid air conditioner can't pump the air far enough to reach my room, so I'm stuck with moving stuffy air around me to delude myself that it's cooler than it actually is.

It's a new month, so there are some new rules.  Since our wonderful server (and I truly truly mean that!) Ziff notified Ellis that we've been using quite a bit of bandwidth recently, she needs to remove the mp3's from her site, but thankfully I don't draw that much attention, so I should be safe for a little while. <shrug> who knows?  If anything, I just won't have any mp3's for a while, but the site should remain which is the important part, neh? ^__^

I am so hooked on Warcraft III and Neverwinter Nights, it's not even funny.  And the Gainward GeForce 3 Ti 200 that I picked up from Bob makes NWN oh so much prettier.  Which is a good thing since I had to express mail my GeForce 2 GTS to Liz so she could play NWN this weekend because her Voodoo3 just wouldn't cut it.  Shame really, I love the voodoo cards.

Alright, just a little more (it's been a busy week okay?!).  After trying to write the background story for the NWN module that I'm making with influences from Utena, I have come to the conclusion that Revolutionary Girl Utena is probably the most perfectly written series ever.  It might have seemed long when I was watching it, but that's because I had 20 hours of it to watch in four days.  Now that I've had time to relax and take a step back from it... it really is a beautifully crafted story.  I just pray that CPM or somebody picks up the rights to the final 13 episodes that truly bring the story together.

BTW: Excel Saga is absolutely hilarious.  I think AnimeNation puts it best when they say "Check your sanity at the door."  Mancer and I should have some decent reviews up sometime this week.  Or at least I will.  I'm going to take tomorrow to get through either Nadia Vol. 7 or the first disc in Silent Möbius.  Haven't really decided yet.

Update: Looks like I took the plunge and watched all 9 episodes in the first Silent Möbius volume. :)


6-24-2002:

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<6-24-2002>  - I'm exhausted and have a huge headache.  I'm going to sleep for a few hours then upload the update.  I promise.  Unless of course I die.  But I command you to think happy thawts!  (yes, that's spelled incorrectly as well.  It's a reference to the film "Hook" with Dustin Hoffman and Robin Williams).

Update: Okay, so I was a little bit late on the uptake today, but most of the headache has gone away but my room is nowhere near getting clean anytime soon.  It's a shame really.  As for this week's update.  I wanted to post the live version of Masami Okui's "Take My Revolution" the opening song for Revolutionary Girl Utena" but after listening to it for a couple minutes, I came to the decision that it sucked.  It was just bad bad bad.  So, I'll just find a copy of the OST and get the real version.  Neverwinter Nights was finally released and just about all I have to say is 'Wow'.  I'm lovin' the game engine, and I'm drooling all over my world builder's guide from Versus books.  So impressed with it, Ihave decided to embark an a little journey of Module creation.  If I get any further than creating a room with a paranoid barkeep with a lisp, I'll post the progress here.  Expect a nearly finalized script done within a month.  Hee hee... I can't wait!

Also, Mancer and I started watching Excel Saga and Silent Möbius.  Now here's a hint.  If you are going to watch Excel Saga, save it for last.  Because you just can't watch anything else afterwards.  The show is just too manic and plain hysterical.  Nothing sacred is spared from this series.  If you enjoyed Dragon Half at all, check this out.  Speaking of Dragon Half, ADV will be releasing it in the next few months and at a $14.98 price tag!  Whoo hoo!!

Now to get my PS2 hooked back up from my trip down to see Liz so I can watch the rest of Silent Möbius and get some more reviews done.

<6-21-2002> - Well, after Episode II Liz, Emily and I came back and we finished up the last 3 episodes of Utena.  Wow.  The last five episodes were really the best out of all of them.  And I have to admit that the ones with Juri's last story arc were pretty good as well.  I'm pretty much impressed with the series and I'm glad that I got the chance to watch them.  My only gripe is that it's soooo damn long.  I mean, I was able to watch all 20 hours in four days, but it's a lot to take in all at once.  I'm seem to get the impression that Central Park Media has picked up the license and will distribute the next 13 episodes (bringing the U.S. release to episode 26) by the end of the world... er year. ;)  Now the fun part is to find someone to release the last 13 episodes which are the best of the series, but are completely bizare.  Now to reluctantly head back home on 3 1/2 hours of sleep.  Wish me luck. 

<6-20-2002> - My last full day in Ann Arbor on my vacation.  Gotta pack more lines... er Anime watching in today.  Only have five more Utena episodes to watch, and damn it's getting good.  I just wish it didn't take so long to get this good.  Liz and I will be finishing them up tonight.  We'll also be watching Star Wars Ep. II again.  Then some more Boogiepop.  I've given up on Miyu and Noir, they'll just have to wait for later.  I guess.  Well, pizza's here again, and I need to fill up on some damn cold beverages with it because it's friggin' hot over here!  Thank God there aren't any birds living in the A/C unit anymore!  Oh, and Neverwinter Nights was in stores yesterday... <droooool>  I need to get back home and buy that!

<6-19-2002> - Whee!  Finished up episode 32 of Utena and so far it's alright.  Nothing special, some interesting points, but lots and lots of recycled animation.  I don't mind recycled themes because of artistic uses, but at least change the animation a bit. jeez.  I'm sure pissing some Utena fans off out there but bare with me, I haven't watched it all yet.  That will be saved for tomorrow.

Update: Didn't get to work on the rest of Boogiepop today since Chris came over and we watched the one episode of the original Tenchi OAV series that he's never seen before "The night after the Carnival".  He's under the impression that the only good Tenchi is the OAV series and that's it.  Personally, I really liked all of Tenchi except for the 2nd TV series...  Sakuya was an interesting character, but the rest of the series was just blah.  Anyway, after that we watched the first four episodes of a show called "Hana Yuri Dango" or "Boys before blossoms".  It's an older shojo series that was alright.  I would be interested in watching more, but I wouldn't be able to bring myself to buy them.  The only thing that really irks me about it was the almost obnoxiously loud music throughout the whole series.  It's a romance show with a little bit of comedy sprinkled in to break up the silly little insecure coming of age love triangles in school.  And I could swear that it's a Yu Watase work because the the stylistic characters.  Very Ceres and Fushigi Yuugi like.

<6-18-2002> - What a strange day it's been.  Liz came back from work at noon, and in the middle of my ranting demonstration of the Aurora toolset from Bioware, she completely fell asleep.  I had no idea I was so boring of a speaker.  Actually we were both pretty much exhausted so we napped for a few hours, then watched Jin-Roh in it's entirety with Emily.  Of course we were all impressed.  Then she started playing Age of Empires 2 for an hour or so and then we went shopping at Wizzywig's.  Picked up some strawberry pocky and fran for Erin and some X cards for Mancer.  Of which, I should call them and let them know that I'll be spending most of their money that they gave me.  heh hehe.  I haven't bought anything for myself yet, but that's to be expected when you enter a store where you could easily buy everything they have in stock if only you had the funds to do so.  And as always, wonderful service from the employees.

Update:  Back from eating some really good Sweet 'n Sour pork and really bad roast pork fried rice from Dinistey.  Stuffed, we're going to start on Boogiepop Phantom.

Update:  Okay, 4 episodes of Boogiepop down.  Emily likes it so far, and Liz is intrigued enough to actually finish the series.  Probably tomorrow night if all goes well.  I'm going to have to pick up the Cyberia mix from Lain tomorrow as well.

<6-17-2002> - Alright folks, here's the deal.  I'm out of town this week visiting Liz in Ann Arbor and making sure she gets her healthy dose of anime (X TV, X Movie, Boogiepop Phantom, Metropolis, Noir, and Jin-Roh) of course while she's away at work, I have the assignment of watching the entire Utena TV series before it leaves with one of her co-workers to Japan.  So I have to get started on that.  I'll probably abuse Liz's DSL connection to upload a little something a little later on today.  Not entirely sure what it'll be, but I'll try to post something.  Ahh, the wonders of Pizza House.

Update: It's almost 4:00pm and I've just finished 13 of the 39 episodes of Utena.  It's alright so far, but I could use more humor, and I'm not talking about that Chi-Chi thing.  But at this point I need to take a break because I'm starting to get light headed.  Maybe a walk to Davinci's would do me good.

Update: Liz and Emily insisted that we watch Spriggan tonight which was fun as always, but Liz got caught up in a game of Star Wars: Galactic Battlegrounds so we only started on Jin-Roh tonight.  I'm sure we'll finish it tomorrow, as well as a few more episodes of Utena.  Why am I telling you guys all this?  I don't know, maybe some of you care.  If nothing else, take it as an excuse as to why I haven't updated yet.  If anyone is interested, I posted a review of the 3rd Love Hina last week, but forgot to mention it.  Happy days!

<6-10-2002> - We need to get some romanji speaking people working in the software development department at Microsoft.  I tell you, 'baka' should be in any spell checker.  Of course, half the fun of re-installing Office software is plugging in all the words that you use so commonly that you can't figure out why in the world they have red squiggles under them.  Some excellent news this past week.  My Boogiepop Phantom OST finally came in and I finished up the first half of Noir.  Pretty cool series so far.  I want to see how it ends up.  And Liz keeps going on about the Utena series so it looks like I'm going to have to watch that as well.  Maybe it'll explain a little about that completely Messed up movie.

Erin graduated a couple days ago and I was invited to her commencement ceremony which was held at 10:00am.  Waking up at 9:00 sucked so much.  Of course it didn't help that I couldn't get out of work until 2:00am and I just caught the Diablo II bug again so I had to play for just a <little> bit so I got to bed at 3:45am.  Nope, didn't help at all.  But I was able to see her walk with 500 of her other classmates.  Weather was good and I brought along "Golden Sun" for my Gameboy Advance so unlike her boyfriend, I wasn't too bored before the show. ;)  It pays to think ahead sometimes.


6-03-2002:

Updated Main Page
Updated MP3 Page
Updated Oh My Goddess Video Index
Updated Video Index Page
Added Cowboy Bebop Video Index Page
Added Cowboy Bebop 1st Session Review
Added Steel Angel Kurumi Index Page
Added Steel Angel Kurumi Volume 1 Review
Added X Video Index Page
Added X Movie Review

<6-03-2002> - So much happened in the last week.  Ellis had a car accident and almost died.  The Redwings mopped the ice with the Avalanche in game 7 of the playoffs.  My computer is still running smoothly even after a couple months worth of abuse.  And Erin's Cowboy Bebop DVD set came in from Hong Kong just in time for her graduation.  Ye gads people!  How am I supposed to keep up with all of this?

On the plus side, Ellis is doing fine if not a bit jostled.  I'm not sure how I would have taken the news that she wouldn't be with us any more.  4 years later and our sister sites (we created them basically at the same time) are still going strong, and we both enjoy running them.  Although it does seem to be a bit of a hassle sometimes, we love the opportunity to spread the word about anime, and give our opinions on things.  It's just human nature that last bit.

It's close to 4:00am and I'm really hoping that I don't have to work early in the morning tomorrow.  I guess I'll find out if my phone rings at 10:00 and I get reamed for not being there.  Ah well, enjoy the Opening clip this week.  I just wanted to try something a little different for a change, and this was a worthy title to bring up.  I love good comedic anime.

Well, here's to the anticipation of what this week will bring to the table.

<p.s. Thanks for the obvious tip from "av98" for the OMG DVDs.  I've actually got the link here on my site, and I completely forgot about it! ^_^ <baka>


5-27-2002:

Updated Main Page
Updated MP3 Page
Updated About Me Page
Updated CD Index Page
Updated Video Index Page
Added Hikaru Utada Index
Added Hikaru Utada - First Love Review
Added Hikaru Utada - Distance Review
Added Cowboy Bebop Video Index

<5-27-2002> - I did it.  I poked myself in the eye with my thumb.  It hurt.  I don't know why I expected otherwise, but it hurt.  I don't know whatever possessed me to do it.  Maybe I was trying to get an eyelash out of my eye, maybe I was rubbing my forehead, maybe I'm just a klutz, maybe I'm just tired.  Whole slew of stuff coming in during the next couple weeks, and with summer starting up, that only means one thing: summer jobs!  Yay!  Now, if only someone would pay me to play video games and watch anime, I would be all set.  I'd be working 24/7 all summer.  Now wouldn't that be nice?  Liz was kind enough to send her review of the Cowboy Bebop movie but she forgot to leave the movie, so I can't scan it in quite yet.  Hopefully in the next couple days or so, we'll remedy that problem.  Ellis' is finally completing some of her tougher exams so we should all give her a round of applause!

My plans to purchase the Cowboy Bebop box set has been waylayed due to the unavoidable excuse of non-existence.  Some joker thought it would be fun to only make a couple hundred of them to taunt all the people who didn't quite have the cash for them when they were available.  That pretty much goes with the Oh My Goddess DVD's that were sent away 36 hours (36 hours people!) before I came in to pick them up.  "Oh those?  I think we sent them away a couple days ago.  Looks like they've been deleted from the system.  Sorry."  Grrrr... Thanks Sam Goodie.  If anyone knows where I can pick up the OAV DVD's of Oh My Goddess, drop me a line.  Thanks.

As for you guys, my visitors, are there any concerns with the site that should be brought to my attention?  Feel free to let me know!  <phew>  That's a decent rant.  Until later, I'll be bringing myself joy in the form of Final Fantasy VII on the PC.


5-20-2002:

Updated Main Page
Updated MP3 Page

<5-20-2002> - Almost didn't get an update today since I was having some strange problems with the server, but after a few redials and reconnects it all started working again.  Remember when I was bitching a couple weeks ago about the bloody weather?  I'm going to do it again.  We had snow again this week. <grumble> It's Friggin' May already!!  Gah!  This past week was stupid busy.  What with Star Wars being released and with Liz coming back to town for a short 24 hours, it's been wonderful.  Heck, she even brought back some Grand Marnier Liqueur in Swiss chocolate from Quebec.  You gotta love a girl who's gonna treat you right. ;)  So, I lent her the Revolutionary Girl Utena movie, the Escaflowne movie, and she kinda scampered off with Metropolis while she was at it.  Thankfully I hid Jin-Roh before she could get her paws on that one too.  As far as the anime scene goes, I watched the 1st volume of Brain Powerd and I'm still trying to make up my mind about it.  Having 9 episodes per volume is kind of nice, but the story is just kind of... hummm... for me at the moment.

Also, depending on how the Aurora tools turn out (and so far they are just tasty) I may have an ungodly side project to do this summer.  It might cure my boredom of not having a female companion around constantly.  Of course, I am just the type of person to keep a companion, and do this project at the same time.  I'm greedy that way. ;)


5-13-2002:

Updated Main Page
Updated MP3 Page
Updated Video Index Page
Updated CD Index Page
Added Ranma 1/2 CD Index
Added Ranma 1/2 Opening Collection Review
Added Ranma 1/2 Closing Collection Review
Added Spirited Away CD Index
Added Spirited Away OST Review
Added Spirited Away Image Album Review

<5-13-2002> - Damn these Doritos, they're just too tasty!  I can't put them down.  Two large bags of chips and 3/4 gallon of milk later, I'm ready to start typing.  It's been a hellish week for me.  I'm absolutely exhausted and honestly, I haven't accomplished one single thing this week.  I mean, I've gone to work, I've ran around to do things, but nothing ever seems to get done.  Anyone else have this problem lately?  Anyway, Mancer was gracious enough to lay down a review for Oh My Goddess! this week, and he also lent me Mahou Tsuki Tai! vol. 6 as well.  Hopefully there will be more reviews forthcoming on both of our parts. ^_^  As for Dungeon Siege... let's just say that the single player aspect is rather ho-hum.  The engine is beautiful, but it lacks soul.  And honestly, the multi-player needs some serious work to it.  Tromping 500 units to attack something worthy of your character takes forever and just gets repetitive.  Get going on those waypoints Gasworks!  And don't even try playing this online with a 56k dial-up.  It can't be done, even with only two players.  Guess I'll continue my training in the Force with Jedi Knight II until Episode II starts this Thursday.  <drool>


5-06-2002:

Updated Main Page
Updated MP3 Page
Updated About Page
Added Love Hina Video Index
Added Love Hina Vol. 1 Review
Added Love Hina Vol. 2 Review

<5-06-2002> - Just upgraded my CPU this week.  Of course, I kind of had to borrow a Motherboard and some Ram that will work with it until I can buy my own, but I finally broke the GHz barrier that I had set myself a few years ago with a new AMD 1900+.  Honestly, I don't notice normal Windows operations to be any quicker than my Pentium III 800Mhz, but so far games seem to be working a little smoother, so Yay!  I also got my replacement drive back from IBM so I re-installed WinXP for what should be the 2nd to last time for a while.  Thankfully, I got the bulk of the update done on my Win98SE drive which gives me the opportunity to get my system up and running.  As for the site, I was hoping to get a bunch of reviews done, but work called me away far too often, but I have gotten the first two volumes of "Love Hina" reviewed, with Niea_7 soon on the way.  I'll try to get about half a dozen reviews done each week.  That's my goal anyway.  As for me, I'm going to go back to playing my Dungeon Siege multi-player character. :)


4-29-2002:

Updated Main Page
Updated MP3 Page
Updated CD Index Page
Added Maaya Sakamoto Index
Added Maaya Sakamoto - Lucy Review
Added Maaya Sakamoto - Yubiwa Review

<4-29-2002> - Whew, lots of music I want to post, but I'm just going to have to be good and pace myself.  The reviews are slow in coming because I'm still trying to decide on the format that I'd like to use.  Plus I found a neat table gradient effect that I'm going to slowly incorporate into the CD track listings.  As for life, well Differential Equations could have gone a lot better, but at least it wasn't a total loss.  And hopefully the college will offer a class on Japanese over the summer, in which case Erin, Dave and I will be taking that together which of course will be nothing but fun and excitement.  As for the weather... still pretty crappy.  Cold, rainy and sometimes snowy.  I need some sun!!

(*Side note:  it seems that ADV has heard my cries and will be releasing Dragon-Half on DVD this fall! Thank you!!*)


4-22-2002:

Updated Main Page
Updated MP3 Page
Updated Utilities Page
Added Sakurasaku Review
Added Animetoonz presents Kikuko Inoue

<4-22-2002> - I kid you not people.  It was 90 degrees for the past few days, and just the past 3 hours, we've gotten an inch of snow.  Let it be Spring for the love of... grrrr... Sorry the update was a couple hours later than normal, but I was feeling ill last night, and the universe seemed to be against me posting up the 2nd song this week.  I defy you universe!  Ha! Take that!  Also I'm going to be adding reviews for the NieA_7 series as well as Metropolis and possibly Jin-Roh if I have the chance later on today, so check back later if you're interested.


4-15-2002 :

Updated Main Page
Updated MP3 Page
Updated CD Index Page
Updated About Myself Page
Updated and Added External Wallpaper Links on the Pics page.
Added Jin-Roh Soundtrack Page
Added Trigun Soundtrack Page
Added X OVA Single Page
Added Two pictures to About Myself Page
Fixed Spelling mistakes on Hitomi's CD pages.

<4-15-2002> - Yawn... <stretch stretch>  How does this internet thing work again? <blink blink> Yawn...  Okay, it's been a while, I know, but I'm back.  Hopefully for more than a week or so.  And hopefully with enough resolve to keep at this as long as Ellis has done with her site.  To her unrivaled perseverance, I bow.

Many of you have wondered why I haven't updated the site for quite a while, and I'm sure that I've lost a few previously content followers.  For that, I apologize, but as with almost all people, sometimes priorities get in the way of hobbies.  My priorities have always been working (multiple jobs), education, and my friends.  Currently, all of those topics are pretty much equal, although I would have to put my friends above all else.  Unfortunately, my hobbies (watching animé, playing games, buying music) had to be waylaid just a tad.  Of course, I never quit any of my hobbies, just had to taper them off for a while.  The transition from VHS to DVD could never have gone any better.  It's been a little costly, but the time and effort has been worth it.  Much better sound, much better picture, mostly cool extras, there's no going wrong with DVD.  And best of all, they don't wear out nearly as quickly as my poor VHS collection.

(*Side note:  ADV, would you Please! release Dragon-Half on DVD!*)

Since my Hobbies were trimmed down a little, so too did my devotion to this site.  In all fairness, CyberCrystal's is a bastard lovechild between my boredom, my love of animation, and my style of design; a place where I try to drop all my knowledge and opinions into a small pool that others can swim around in, be informed by, and with a bit of luck be entertained at the same time.

Well, my animé library has grown, my computer has been rebuilt six times over (final specs will be located in my About page), and I also have some ideas that I'd like to try out.  Oh, and I have some friends that are willing to put their two-bits in so you'll have more than just my opinion on some stuff.  I think that just about covers it.  <stretch>


5-29-2000 :

Added Keiko Matsui CD Index
Added Keiko Matsui : Dream Walk, Collection, Full Moon and the Shrine, Live, and Whisper from the Mirror CD Information
Added Spriggan OST CD Information
Modified Main CD Index
Fixed Spelling mistakes on quite a few pages. ^_^;


What's new you ask? Damn near everything!! Much like my Ex-Girlfriend's computer that I just rebuilt for her, there's not a whole lot of the old site left.

I'll be putting most of my bug fixes and other additions to the site here, and of course anything that I feel like putting here. ^_^

Here is a small list of the most prominent changes that I've made to the site structure, and why I made those changes.

  1. First off lies the new Toolbars, which are now "IMAGE MAPS". I didn't use these previously since most text browsers had difficulties viewing them properly, and there was no way to insert "alt tags" for descriptions of the links. But now PINE and a couple other text browsers can use them, albeit not efficient. This will cut down on the number of images loaded in the pages. If there are any problems please let me know, and I can contemplate doing a "Text Only" version of the site. If there is little demand for a "Text Only" site, however, I'll simply expend my energies elsewhere.
  2. A TON of new information has been added, and will continue to be added when I either A) get new videos or soundtracks, or B) I get lots of time to add in all the stuff I've already got. (heh, like that's going to happen often... ah well). But I digress... Added 2 major sections to the site. The AnimeIndex which houses anime series information, such as the covers to the tapes/DVD's, the short blurb from the back of the tape and also added "Reader's Reviews" which are reviews from my fans on that particular episode or series in general. The other major section to the site is the CD Information index which has track listings for all the CD's and also any pertinent information on that album, as well as personal opinions, and "Reader's Reviews" too. Don't worry, I've spent quite a bit of time making sure that each category has been interlinked between each other, and rather easy to navigate.
  3. Also instead of having one MASSIVE page of links, each series index and main page will contain links to content-specific sites. So, if you're on the Pics page, there will be a list of links to other places that have good archives of Anime pics and backgrounds. Or if you're on the Saber Marionette J page, there will be links to other Saber Marionette J pages on the net. I will still have a Links page, but it will mainly contain general links that don't really fit into any other specific series.
  4. Another change which I've made to the structure is more of an underlying one dealing mainly with the directories of the site. This was something that needed to be done, to better organize the abundance of new features, information, and media. (images, clips, and misc). The actual re-structuring of the directories won't mean much to too many peoples, but it will help you get an idea of where you are in the site on the off chance you get lost in it's catacombs. ^_^; ie: /animerelm/video/tenchimuyo/tv1/ would put you at the Index of the first Tenchi Muyo TV series.
  5. Certain images (mostly the buttons to download the MP3's) did not display correctly on monitors with a resolution of less than 24bit color (and sometimes they were still screwed up in 32bit... don't ask me why... I have no clue.<shrug>). So, I've introduced a generic button for downloading the songs which will look fine in pretty much all color resolutions... except for 16 Colors, but you really shouldn't be browsing in "Safe Mode" anyway. ^_^ This also cuts down on loading time for the MP3 page, since there is one standard button for each link, instead of two separate buttons for each song.
  6. Trying to keep the image sizes down and having a reasonable loading time, I reduced the little preview pics on the left of the MP3 table from 200x200 to 150x150. This effectively cut those sizes to about half, from about 30Kb to 15Kb per picture. I've also omitted the "Fading Text" in the title bars. It was a neat effect but it added to the size of the page itself so it's gone now.

So, what does all this mean? Basically, the site is much better tied together and easier to navigate. I have also done some quick math, and figured out that if you compared the old layout MP3 page containing three songs on it, the average would be about 173Kb total with 34 images in it; to the new layout here with the same number of mp3's is still about 172Kb but only loads up 18 images. So I've made another aesthetically pleasing layout without boosting the loading time ^_^ (I love my job)

 

Simple How-To of the MP3 Page

Demo image


CyberCrystal Bottom Toolmap 1-06-2003